What A J*rk

such a loser, such a j*rk.
You ask me to accompany you, to be there for you..but what did you do in return?
Nothing, you only think about yourself..

I hate you for doing that..and you know why I hate you even more?
it's because you don't feel guilty doing it.
you kept justifying all your lies and all your attitude.
well guess what..I'm disgusted by you...

Boyfriend is worst than a pet

--I'm still on the series of "The breaking up" posts.. :P

Having a boyfriend is like having a pet, even worse.
with pet you have to feed it, pet it, play with it, and throw away it's shit.
with boyfriend you have to eat together, play, hang out, and thrown away by his bullshit.
Ok, it's not exactly the same...but you get the idea.

It will take a lot of your time. It will make some noise. and it will bite you in the hand when it's moody or feeling unfulfilled.
With boyfriend, it will take the most of your time, make some noise and break you in the heart when you're moody or saying you're not satisfied.

It will leave you without any reason whatsoever.
Boyfriend will dump you without any reason whatsoever.

But boyfriend is worse, he will not coming back home when he's hungry.
he will stop looking for his owner--girlfriend.
and he most certainly will forget about you already when you still remembering him..

well, at least most pet is loyal...

little masochist

Most of the times I know, that you're bad for me. You'll always make me cry at the end, without warning or whatever.
Even when I'm at my lowest point, even when I told you I'm afraid that I'll never get up again, and even when I told you that you're my only hope, you never came. you never even care.
So why am I still doing the same thing over and over again. I hate myself for doing it.
When you left just like that, I always feel dysfunctional. That is not the way I'd like to feel about myself.
If you know who you are, then stay the hell away from me. you bring nothing but sadness, I should know better.
Now that I know, why am I haven't been able to let you go.
This is horrible....am I... a masochist?

Only in Singapore

Do you know? the national anthem of Singapore is called Majulah Singapura. something strange?
yes indeedy...it's in malay language or as I used to call it bahasa Indonesia (oh yes, haven't I told you that I'm a bit of nationalist and narcissist).
Even my team mate says, "not everybody could understand it"
hahaha..what a strange fact